her name is moni.
and i went on board another vessel today. some investors came and we had to show them around. i was more of the trophy intern everyone was curious/amazed with considering how the average age in that group was 95. spent 20mins with some guy who was telling me his first job was as a parcel packer in china/with a chinese company. and how i should be grateful since he was promoted after only a year from a packer to the official company lunch table setter. wtf.
realised after today that everything only clicks when you actually go there and witness stuff for yourself. it's sorta the ahhhaa moment. but yes. she was beautiful, more beautiful than the first one actually. AND AND im starting to get the hang of things and after 2 weeks finally work's looking up for me. YAY. the scoldings are on a low tide for now. considering how i didn't know where the 5 oceans were on the map to knowing where coquimbo(chile!) is- i think the nice but very clever person in me has come a long way.
